Since I started running 23-24km every Sunday things have changed slightly. One of the downsides is that I only run three times a week. The orher downside is that I still eat like I am running 5 times a week 😕

I like running far. I wish I could run fast too. But I seem to have a mental block. I have several of them to be honest. I wish I dared run a half marathon. I know I can do it but I’m too afraid… Not sure of what. Even if I came in last I would be better than before. Better than anyone who didn’t try. It could never be a failor. Never. But i just can’t apply. I dream – I visualise – of finishing. Taking the photo. Getting the medal. I want to do it. I wish I could just do it, ANYWAY… I wish someone would read this and give me a boost…