If you read my posts before you know I’ve had a rushed life. A lot of work a lot of running and not awhole lot left for sleeping and resting. I am paying for that now. Stressed and burned out. I haven’t been working since late November. I was drained both of energy and emotionally. I wasn’t depressed. I didn’t want to end my life. But I didn’t feel anything. I didn’t cry. I slept. And slept. And then more sleep.
I am still sleeping way more than I thought was possible. Every third day I feel like my old self. The other two are more ghosts.
I run three times a week. I have gained weight. I rin between 6 and 12 km. I am doing my first marathon of 2018 in less than a month. I really can’t see myself finishing it.
The food brings me love. To be vegan is rewarding, as in I know that at least no animal had to suffer because of me.
Anyway, just wanted to check in.